i turned mr larry on with the idea of doing research for OC pre 1 presentation : The Different Interior Design. But somehow i got sidetracked like i always do so i'm here. Went for today's svc as well, was suppose to meet up cecilia, bing zhong, kok meng and havi but, none turned up so i was alone. And i realised that this week's attn was only me. i'm suppose to have a cluster attn but how did it turn out like that? bj's in malaysia now i reckon.. what's going on.....? moving on, i'm glad i went for today's svc :) it's a step in coming back.. if i was who i was last time, i would have just went back home again.. i'm glad i moved on from there. i'll keep progressing :) everybody should. i will.
celebrated sc's birthday on saterday. boy it was fun! lovely :D think we're the firsts to celebrated somebody's birthday before svc started :) it feels good to be the first.. sometimes.. hurhur- presented her the cheaper set of birthday cake and present, afterwhich we chased her down after svc to give her the real set of birthday blessings.. hoho- it was fun running after her, which most of us reached before she did.. the surprise came off a bit i don't know, nice and not nice? haha. it was good anyways. it's nice to see her so happy :) then there was quite a scare when ruihua got missing.... ahhhh... but she was found in the end, thank God. If not, i don't think anybody would have gone home and sleep well.. what a way to end it :) haha.
oh and i'm meeting havi and fiona i suppose tomorrow to finish up some hols assignments.. which i still have no idea what time we are meeting.. oh well.
and a shout out to ang.. be happy :)
and i did mentioned that kan and i talked loads on friday night yeah? i'd just like to dot it out for my own sake, i believe everything thatyou do can be fruitful when you make an effort.. okay, i have no idea how that makes sense in this context but whatever you know. haha. i'm reviewing lah.
how did we start again? i know we talked about cg, mbrs and us as individuals :) i find joy in these.. coming clean with the emotions and feelings and uncertainty. coming clean... but the most important thing was that we moved on from this shredding, some of us don't and i don't get it. i mean i do, i know.. how it feels, but isn't the urge to breakfree stronger?
i don't know if my heart loves you, i'm sure i do but i'm unsure if it's big enough for your plans to fall through or even if it is in the right place. i want people to see you i want them to feel you to know you because you're great, because you're wonderful, just awestrucken inexplicictly great. because i also know it is your desire so it is mine. not because people tell me but i know it is yours.I try to say goodbye and I choke
try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
I try Macy GraySomehow everything's gonna fall right into place
If we only had a way to make it all fall faster everyday
If only time flew like a dove
Well God, make it fly faster than I'm falling in love
This time we're not giving up
Let's make it last forever
Screaming "hallelujah"
We'll make it last forever
Holding onto patience wearing thin
I can't force these eyes to see the end
If only time flew like a dove
We could watch it fly and just keep looking up
This time we're not giving up
Let's make it last forever
Screaming "hallelujah"
We'll make it last forever
And we've got time on our hands
(We've got time) Got nothing but time on our hands
Got nothing but, got nothing but
(We've got time) Got nothing but time on our hands
This time we're not giving up
Oh, let's make it last forever
Screaming "hallelujah" (hallelujah)
Hallelujah
Hallelujah Paramore
/Hopped!
11:20 PM
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