/ Saturday, June 30, 2007
didn't plan to update, but i thought i'd just go ahead with it. i should be like that more often, stop thinking so much about so many things.. hm. jermain revealing the faces during cg today was hmmmm to me. haha. it grounded me much more. because i wondered before if the move that i did long back was right, but cg just confirmed it so much more, together with the blessings and the growth that i have experienced since the big move. haha. i never really thought of how they functioned, but i just knew that they could bring me closer to God and that was all that i wanted. no need to complicate things.
when times are uncertain and people are wandering wondering i choose to plunge and now i know i'm safe with You. thank You. ang zane, there's a message for you in there somewhere... :) but i guess you'll prob already know, cuz i'm meeting u tomorrow.. sian- haha. jk. i wanted to sleep in, but ang zane had to drag me out so early to the swee lee sale...
i'll stay under your umbrella
/Hopped!
1:10 AM
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school has only re-opened a few days back right? ahck, feels like forever already. so the scene repeats where i'm eating my dinner in the middle of the night again. this time, it's really nice, because i was Reeeeeaaaaalllly hungry, and dinner's cheese macoroni and loads brocolli family veggetables. got back from pm and it was alright. but jermain's really excited about something, and we're only going to know tomorrow..... and we're also celebrating foolixian's birthday tomorrow, woo-hoo! i love events. (p.s the woo-hoo really sounds so havi-ish. ahck. haha.) Speaking of which she, esther and fiona, went crazy flooding my tagboard with thier confessions of one another. like nothing better to do eh? hahahahaha. but it perks my life up, so go on..... heh. got a scolding from mom for not telling her the truth. and i wonder why i bother to hide anyway.... but now i know better, the truth will set me free :) oh! and i saw banya yesterday at funan IT mall. SO FUN!!!! haha. always with that thailand smile of his. haha. i love his accent, do your autocad ah..... he has his ways.. so that's is basically all, i'm still deciding whether i should turn up for school tomorrow.. i want to finish Scoop ;P
gnight world.
i'm found
/Hopped!
12:24 AM
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i changed my url because.. i wanted to. haha- anyway. today is sunday, the second sister just came back from tioman, and you know what. i just remembered that i was suppose to clean the kitties' litter but i didn't. hoho, don't think she found out.. thank god. :) though it is my irresponsibility...
just sorta came back from IMM, had to accompany the mother to change something, and i ended up with new pants from giodarno, new thumbdrive from giant and new pair of sandles from some-shop-in-IMM. yay! so fun. haha. and i had a really nice meal at ajisen for lunch. which i shall elaborate. the mother ordered crayfish ramen, the big sister had veggetable ramen(what else could you expect from her right? hahahaha), and i settled for black pepper beef ramen set meal. the mother's was nice, though the crayfish wasn't fresh. the big sister's plain, i mean, what can you expect out from just veggetables? yck. haha, but it was alright :) now my dish. -thunder strikes and you see lightning- there wasn't any black pepper taste in the beef but much more of butter. the soup was overpowering and way too salty, i feel so sorry for my kidney :/ and the side dish that came with the set meal? way too much flour you wonder if you're eating flour or the meat inside. but overall i guess it was alright? i still enjoyed the meal though :) thanks to big sister. oh and the wasabei wasn't rushing to the nose type.. i was wondering if it's authetic. but big sister said that she read somewhere that real authetic wasabei aren't suppose to be rushing to the nose. but really to me, it tasted like some bean paste.. oh well, you learn something new everyday. i'm just really grateful that i was able to fill my stomach with nice ramen.
oh, and school's starting on monday, i hope i don't oversleep and turn up for cadp on time... haha. and! i want to get OC over and done with ASAP! so.. group members... heh.
i'm gonna dance dance dance, dance dance on this freedom that lasts forever
/Hopped!
5:22 PM
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i turned mr larry on with the idea of doing research for OC pre 1 presentation : The Different Interior Design. But somehow i got sidetracked like i always do so i'm here. Went for today's svc as well, was suppose to meet up cecilia, bing zhong, kok meng and havi but, none turned up so i was alone. And i realised that this week's attn was only me. i'm suppose to have a cluster attn but how did it turn out like that? bj's in malaysia now i reckon.. what's going on.....? moving on, i'm glad i went for today's svc :) it's a step in coming back.. if i was who i was last time, i would have just went back home again.. i'm glad i moved on from there. i'll keep progressing :) everybody should. i will.
celebrated sc's birthday on saterday. boy it was fun! lovely :D think we're the firsts to celebrated somebody's birthday before svc started :) it feels good to be the first.. sometimes.. hurhur- presented her the cheaper set of birthday cake and present, afterwhich we chased her down after svc to give her the real set of birthday blessings.. hoho- it was fun running after her, which most of us reached before she did.. the surprise came off a bit i don't know, nice and not nice? haha. it was good anyways. it's nice to see her so happy :) then there was quite a scare when ruihua got missing.... ahhhh... but she was found in the end, thank God. If not, i don't think anybody would have gone home and sleep well.. what a way to end it :) haha.
oh and i'm meeting havi and fiona i suppose tomorrow to finish up some hols assignments.. which i still have no idea what time we are meeting.. oh well.
and a shout out to ang.. be happy :)
and i did mentioned that kan and i talked loads on friday night yeah? i'd just like to dot it out for my own sake, i believe everything thatyou do can be fruitful when you make an effort.. okay, i have no idea how that makes sense in this context but whatever you know. haha. i'm reviewing lah.
how did we start again? i know we talked about cg, mbrs and us as individuals :) i find joy in these.. coming clean with the emotions and feelings and uncertainty. coming clean... but the most important thing was that we moved on from this shredding, some of us don't and i don't get it. i mean i do, i know.. how it feels, but isn't the urge to breakfree stronger?
i don't know if my heart loves you, i'm sure i do but i'm unsure if it's big enough for your plans to fall through or even if it is in the right place. i want people to see you i want them to feel you to know you because you're great, because you're wonderful, just awestrucken inexplicictly great. because i also know it is your desire so it is mine. not because people tell me but i know it is yours.I try to say goodbye and I choke
try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
I try Macy GraySomehow everything's gonna fall right into place
If we only had a way to make it all fall faster everyday
If only time flew like a dove
Well God, make it fly faster than I'm falling in love
This time we're not giving up
Let's make it last forever
Screaming "hallelujah"
We'll make it last forever
Holding onto patience wearing thin
I can't force these eyes to see the end
If only time flew like a dove
We could watch it fly and just keep looking up
This time we're not giving up
Let's make it last forever
Screaming "hallelujah"
We'll make it last forever
And we've got time on our hands
(We've got time) Got nothing but time on our hands
Got nothing but, got nothing but
(We've got time) Got nothing but time on our hands
This time we're not giving up
Oh, let's make it last forever
Screaming "hallelujah" (hallelujah)
Hallelujah
Hallelujah Paramore
/Hopped!
11:20 PM
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/ Saturday, June 16, 2007
i did not realise how hungry i was until i ate a mouth of my dinner, mr stomach began grumbling for more. never drink coffee on an empty stomach, that what i learnt. so here i am, eating and updating in the middle of the night. had fun today with my family tree. went down to town and shopped, myself kan and especially ang zane! :) haha, he seriously can look so much better if he dresses well. ang ah! :D after that ang went for planetshakers' concert at expo and kan and i jsut walked around more.. we were decided or rather i was deciding whether to buy the shiny cap or not at heeren's fourskin.. debated, weighed the pros and cons, the regret level after purchase and longiveity of it blah- we then unknowingly setteled at a standing position and started talking. :) a lot of realisation and whatever u know.. i have no idea how to put what we have talked into words, but i'd have to say that it was good. :) not in a good good way but good.. aiyah. after which my decision was set, i bought the shiny cap from heeren's fourskin. :) afterthat we settled again at suntec's starbucks. :) lovely place, should go there. drank coffee wor.. not bad at all afterall.. haha. slacked and chilled in silence, it was nice. after that was the journey back home on 171 then 157. jeex, my bum hurts now.. i should sleep.. coffee does not help at all.. makes me sleepier.. if there is such a word. ta world.
/Hopped!
12:11 AM
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/ Thursday, June 14, 2007
my playlist is getting longer, but currently: paramore, the fray and relient k
wanted to post up pictures of family united, but decided against it. i've a lot to think about. ended the cc with bj and wrote something.... well.
had a good day with two of my favourite people on earth. :D though i think they're disagree.. haha. i probably spent most of my time with them tanning myself, eating and watching tv.. sorry guys xD, can't blame me
luh first time having cable! CSI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lovely series. if only they had cold case too.. everything jerry bruckhaimer? haha. whatever how u spell his firstname. kan baked
salty cookies, HAHA. but they're nice nonetheless :) ang zane as usual, promoting another ballad singing singer or gays......... hahaha- i love this two people. we're meeting again on friday right!!!??!? KAN! u better move that thing that's between yr waist and yr forever growing long legs. HAHAHAHAHA.
what does this meanmountain tops and valleysmr muse wakes up and i'm caught
/Hopped!
12:52 AM
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/ Saturday, June 09, 2007
i'm attending sunday svc this week, why? Because i had CIP today and the resultof it is that i've got two markings on my right arm. i got burnt!!!! i'm chao ta now.. :/ there's a marking where my watch laid and another where my t-shirt sleeve laid.. haiyo- so ugly can, but my ma says it's fade off.. i sure do hope so.. another bad thing happened today, i think i lost my purse. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!! i hve my posb, ic and 15 dollars meant to pay for my SD shirt... :'((( and i also almost lost my handphone.. thank goodness one of the organisers found it.. ;'(( i hope somebody else finds my purse and contact me.. or shld i go back tomorrow to vivo to search for joycelyn? maybe i'll do that.. i really hope it's out there somewhere..
/Hopped!
8:07 PM
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i've lost my sense of dates again, i'm eating dinner in the middle of the night again, i'm having the cough and flu again too. my mucus just dripped.. hahaha!! disgusting right? oh well. :) well, this week has been really crazy. SO MANY assignments to submit, and 90% of it are either late or incomplete.. :( i learnt my lesson God, please help me to pass term1 :/ and there's crit session tomorrow!!? omg-ness.
today was really crazy. busy rushing here and there and everywhere and everywhere. trying to finish assignments from week 1-7. it was totally exhausting! i don't think i can express my fatigue into words, and we had cg today which did not turn out well... i broke 3 strings!?!!??!!! goodness.. and i was also late.. i'm sorry god, sorry to bj also.. but the sermon was good. :) bj just somehow ah, always manage to turn sermons more interesting.. haha. it's good, i'm really thankful.. if not i think i'd have stoned off and turned into a statue. oh, and as for my results? i don't want to sound negative, but i don't think the outcome will be that positive.
emerge seem so far away now.. :( it had been a really fun ride. the picture taken with Pst Kong was just unbelievable.. it's Pst Kong!!! oh goodness, i never thought i'd be so close to him.. and also Pst CK and s.Evelyn.. omg-ness! they look so perfect lah.. my pastors, i love them all so much. so many things that have happened in just a few days. imagine when you begin to bring the fire and let it saturate your lifestyle.. goodness! life is going to one helleva ride.. to put it as expressionally as i can.. :)
changes in life are constant, just bring me along and don't leave me behind.we could all wish this away but it wouldn't be life anymore.there's so much more i want to say but my body can hardly take it anymore.. and i still don't know what time are we suppose to be in school tomorrow.. thank God for ministry, it has totally prepared for poly school like.
thank you for all the love. i love you, what would i do without you?
/Hopped!
12:33 AM
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/ Thursday, June 07, 2007
i'm not suppose to be blogging because my term1 exam is just a few hours away, i should be piang-ing away but i'm here updating typing with only one hand, the other holding a fork that holds my drumstick. i shouldn't have bought the nasi lemak from je's pasar malam, but i thought i would be hungry and from experience, the refridgerator would hold nothing edible.. but there was lettuce tonight.. haven't been eating much of my greens portion these days, i've been staying out you see. i was rushing the group's lighting appratus. reaching home at 10/11 to only start work at 12+. i seriously hope that i do not fail any of my modules. i'm having my exams guys! please help me with attn can!? (then again, judging from experience, they'll only read about it way after, or even not at all, and i sometimes wonder why i even blog at all, nobody's reading it, so i'm actually doing it for myself. hm.) alright i've just decided to abandon my nasi lemak, my very late dinner for 060607, you do realise it's 070707 already ya? cool, submission day has such a nice date. oh and did i mention that i have nothing completed that is due for submission? nice eh. oh and there's cg. songsheet yet to be done. songs yet to be practiced. wow, life's exciting huh? hahaha. where are you hols? okay okay, i better go now. like now. yeah now. :) alright. hello dark eye rings!
all for love
/Hopped!
12:18 AM
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