/ Wednesday, May 30, 2007
nobody else tags me.. :( so sad. maybe i shall not blog anymore.. but it's addictive hor.. we'll see.
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10:20 PM
/ Sunday, May 27, 2007
i'm contemplating of changing my blogskin.. hm. but i also really like my current one.. kan!!?? :) anyhoots, school's re-opening in a few hours and.. i hope i've had most of the assignments completed. speaking of school, EMERGE!!!!! is coming. this week! and we received the band yesterday! that's like one of the perks of emerge. ohh- i didn't submit my shoe for the compeition, because i really had NOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooo time! i wanted to submit and old pair that i painted a loooong time ago, but it received bad press, haha so i lunged it to church, to rayshaun's first month chalet, into the taxi and back home again.. what a journey it had. haha. ohh- and Did You Know, everytime i wore those shoes, it rains.... lols, fortunately thi.. ohmygosh, it's ugly betty now. slong!
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10:02 PM
/ Saturday, May 26, 2007
sorta just reached home from pos preview at expo. it was good :) i'm really proud of my member!! done so well! :DDD i feel their anxiety and adrenaline. i don't want it to just pass me by. i want it to overwhelm me like never before, consume me and leave nothing behind. i want more!!!
consume me and leave nothing behind.
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1:17 AM
/ Thursday, May 24, 2007
today's cg was enriching. power man! i thank guyabove for putting great leaders into my life. yayness, to put my emotion into words. i shared a testimony of how HS helped me in my clutter of mess. :) it was really great for me because i really wasn't feeling well before cg. i had the sore throat and it sort of got into my head. mr brain-head was heavy and slightly feverish, goodness, i couldn't even stand up without seeing my world in mini black dots and in hues of grey and green, thank god He held me up. i think it's because i use too much of larry. i heard from somewhere that when you use too much of computers, their radiation get to you and you get headaches... hmmm.. i can't seem to think straight.. a n y h o w h o o t s.
cg was really good for me. p and w was quite shiong actually, especially praise. my left hand fingers are still sore while i'm typing here. shoosh- so many things to digest. but one that really *dinged* on me was the part that, you everything in your life unto guyabove. :) actually truth to be said, i missed all these attitudes that i use to have when i was starting out. quite a shame to say it now though. but i believe it's only going to get better. :) my god is one of all possibilities!!
the week is ending so soon! and what have i completed? nothing much. okay, i'm really excited cause ch5's showing law and oder speacial victim unit!!
i'm believe we'll make it through together. :))
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11:07 PM
thursday = cgm. thursday = only one more day to chiong the leftover project assignments. and it doesn't help that i'm sore on the throat. boo. i think my femme periods are coming. we've multiplied! it's official! never really thought this day would really come.. but this week's cg attn is atrocious. can't stand it but where am i going to find 10 more people? oh goodness! and it doesn't help when foolilin always not by her phone... :/
our base is 15 our base is 15 our base is 15 our base is 15 our base is 15!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can do better than this.
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2:51 PM
/ Sunday, May 20, 2007
i had to tell this. after svc yesterday we were fellowshipping around and everywhere walking here and there and everywhere talking to everybody and whoever.. then! as we were about to leave, i turned back and i saw a sea of brothers.. WHOA- i'm really quite amazed.. i never really thought about the realism of it.. i'm determined to see it come to pass!!! i wAAAAAAAAAAAAnt it to come to PAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAS! it's going to be great. 300, 10 000 i get it. :) but of course with that comes with it another level of discipleship and attitude and everything. i'm going to start doing things together with you god. :D women who give birth to real men.
though i have to admit that the separation is going to be really hard, i'll focus on the bigger picture, i have to right? god please try and make it easier for them..
you seem to have much concern for other things, i see you slipping downstream, but don't. there's no more energy in your voice, be strong nonetheless, headstrong. don't let your emotions rule you please.
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10:42 AM
/ Saturday, May 19, 2007
| You Are 35% Normal |
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kan ying hua says that it's quite true so i want to post it here for more people to determine...
hm.
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1:37 PM
| You Are An INFJ |
| The Protector You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity.Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is.You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience.You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them. You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher. |
hm- i wonder how true that is. bah.
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1:17 PM
/ Friday, May 18, 2007
on repeat: wonderwall, oasis. hey you, madonna.
kan posted an unsuitable photo of me!!!!!!!! i have to have a counter, so i shall post some of my nicer ones.. :) haha. taken when we had our DID course outing at parkmall showrooms.. these few people make school seems a brighter place :) i love it!
esther, havi and meeee!
havi, meeeee, fiona and esther
fiona, havi, esther and meeeeeit rained heavy heaps when we ended our little walk-around. but in the end it was fine, the day was well. it was cg day also so i went over earlier and we had a really fun time! haha! we played balloons.. did i say that in the previous entry? doesn't matter i love my friends. oh and we're having e-learning week next week, that means no school!! but i still have to go to school for project. oh god please bless the process!
ok, i thought i lost this entry but apperently, blogger became smarter and it saves my drafts.. how cool is that. thanks yall.
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9:48 PM
Haven't been doing my share of household chores lately.. thankfully by His grace, not much scoldings.. haha, will do them later.. i won't take it for granted.
i really feel like i'm always living one day in advance.. can't seem to keep my dates in place, but in a way it is also good, because you plan ahead. a n y h o w s. sem 1 project really gets me jittery. we have to build the lighting!!!??! oh gosh. god please give me all the strength and wisdom and inspiration in the world to make it happen and let it be fabulous to gorify your naaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! today was cg day, we had a really fun time, tiring for me also.. something really funny stuck out.
jermain: yuen leng, don't scream. and lijia, don't shout.
HAHAHAHAHA- so funny can! well, at least to me lah. :) lol. our match didn't go anywhere in the end.. haha.. malcom was the final winner though, and i can proudly say that he was in my group!!! haha! good! :) heh.
something else while on the way back home. i'm very crazy hor. really ah? haha. so stupid right.. late nights craze my mind lah.
school is really ..... it's fun lah. always talking about the lecs as if they're celebs. haha. what they wearing blah. design student mah, must observe. that'll be how a SD student would defend.
movie 300 is really super. :) i get it.
300, 10 000
women who give birth to real men
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1:21 AM
/ Wednesday, May 16, 2007
i'm eating dinner in the middle of the night again.. doesn't matter much to me though, me night creature. HS told me to go back home but i didn't... just thought you know.. well that resulted in a shake of mommy's head.. sry.. went for a pm at riverwalk mah.. haha, i know, it's my fault lah. but it was good nonetheless it would be better if i wasn't feeling so sleepy... ;/ i need to enLARGE my capacity. can you imagine!? next week's e-learning! no school! i... i wanted to do something, but i won't because i already lifted it up to guyabove and i trust that it'll all work out. so good to be a christian. haha. today's pm at riverwalk was... .. it's so simple!!?! i mean it's pretty wow, i fall in the category where i complicate things too much.. the thing about bs hit me.. don't need so much of whatever flowery language say it from your heart. they'll feel it, love never fails.. Jesus knew of the disciples weakness and inadequency but He asked them to follow Him anyway.. Jesus knew..
this is really the expose of my thoughts, all jumbled together with no paragraphs.. faraway i hear ms tan from swiss saying, haiyo... though english teacher she may be but the fact remains that she's singaporean, hahahaha. okay, my eye lids weigh like stones now, i need to get in bed soon.
oh- i saw something today in pm.. it's the part where, like pst mentioned, when you hear a voice and you wonder if it's yours or God's. Pst said that no matter who said it as long as it's good then it's a good voice. haha. so i'm just going to say what i saw, regardless of whatsoever.
i saw a pair of feet entering when pst mentioned that God's presence is coming.. :)
i love the pictures you paint in my mind..
keep them coming, i'm your canvas.
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12:05 AM
/ Friday, May 11, 2007
ma thinks i bought sun's album because she's pastor's wife. that's what most people who don't know who really is thinks. that's sad, because they judge on what they see, funny how they don't see the heart? anyways, jermain is coming back soon..cg gonna split very soon..but it's really funny how it comes.. and i really need to improve my guitar skills!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! alamak.. compared to last cgm.. i'm at ground zero lah! hahahahaha- and i really didn't know clarissa can draw so super duper uber well!!!!!!???? crazy lah that girl... draw so nice for what huh!!!!??? haha. oh and i bought my journal today.. so nice luh the cover.. disco somemore.. haha.
it's so easy to leave it aside, to forget about it and 'live' for a while but then you come to realise that you weren't meant to do it alone.
i've burn my bridges and find my tear stained face in your embrace it's a wonder now that i'm with you and you're holding my hand Lord..
funny ar- when you realise the simplicity that He wants is so simple, only.
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10:51 PM
/ Sunday, May 06, 2007
Larry's burning up and i need to get started on final monday model again.. Gosh- it can be so tiring. But, i believe i'll get through it by and by. Finally home wireless is working! so while i'm updating here, the rest of the family is watching recorded without a trace, lovely series. a n y h o w s - this week that's passing... it has been a-lot-on-my-mind. so much that's going on the inside i can't recall. another week and i know with guy above with me, i'm gonna be ok, everything's gonna be alright i believe in him and myself. funny, cuz i realise that i didn't/don't believe in myself. like, it's all about him, i mean it IS all about him but i guess i didn't fully understood the whole meaning of partnership. i'm going to be like jacob, leaning on guy above always.
let's start doing things together
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8:52 PM
/ Friday, May 04, 2007
why do you always just let it go like that? don't be so weak! just stand up against the pressure, you're stronger than this, life's more than just conquering your fears. my heart aches at what you're going through because i've been there and (frankly) it stinks. u need to face it. stand up and move! don't let yourself down.
you're more than this.
grow baby grow
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11:20 PM
/ Thursday, May 03, 2007
design is no easy task. today's TOD covered on imaginative thinking. serene got us on an exercise. we're to feel our partner's face with our eyes closed, and drawing it out at the same time. not easy, esther's face was distorted on my paper. ha ha. it thought us coordination of our feelings with our senses. then she had us write out a adjective and do a bubble diagram on it. hard was mine. it got me thinking. you had to be out of the box yet within the boundaries. so i ended up with: musical notes/conscience/people/feelings; anger/bones. would you agree? design is fun.
had a really good time with kan yesterday at al-azah :) heart to heart. it's good :)
i need new shoes.. mr checkered has holes that miss shy shoelace is coming out. ha ha.
ok, mr larry's batteries is running out.
let the weak say i am strong.
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8:13 PM