they say life's a roller coaster and i couldn't have agreed more. today was particularly explosive. but i'm not backing down; just to lay the foundations of this explainary relaying of events.

the results, interior design, i'd thought it to be fine, but after what my mom said. BAM- my optimism ducked to zero, and clarity never seemed to be there in the first place. on the way home, i was tired. i didn't do the tasks that i was suppose to and you know sometimes when you're tired, the emotions of failures just seems bigger than they are. and, it didn't leave me feeling good.