/ Monday, January 29, 2007
woke up today feeling rather disorientated. i have no idea of my work schedule which makes me nervous.. got scolded yesterday because i was late. oh. and had to suffer under lee mei's explosive mood. i really forgot i had work. it was a last minute thing, and it just didn't register. well, i can only blame myself though. another thing. i'm having a test on wed!? geez. what's that about? haven't had tests or anything in a looooooong time. and i wonder how i'm going to adjust to poly life after being out of school for such a looooooooong time. but i'm excited about my pay.. wahahaha- worked much with long hours in jan. so i hope i'm able to fulfil my a&b sooner and focus on improving my other statures. oh, God provide! :)) anyhows. i'll be calling them up soon.
waking up today led to indescriable feelings too. how do you explain this? not much words. just feelings. somehow the ending of this is the beginning of another story. another sail on the waters. walking or drowning, it's going to be part of the journey. man. this is just indescriable. i need to divert my attention before i faint from irregular heartbeats. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
anyhoots. the 2nd sister came home the other night with loot that led me into envy. haha- it's part of the sacrificial faith commitment testing! which reminded me of my 1st BS giving. waseh- i don't know what to say of it too. but i do feel that some words that were spoken weren't of my own intending but the Guy Up There. which is really cool . i haven't really been expriencing that, for quite some time. hopefully i'd be able to stock up for poly life soon. :))) the 2nd sister also has stash on Prison Break!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 'cept that i still can't find it anywhere.
ok, so this entry is going to be long. :) The dance floor is alright. though not as good as SYTYCD (waseh- so long. hah!) but i go to say. comparingly, most dancers on TDF have no or little dancing background. as in most of em are underground dancers who just love to do what they do. they undergo their own training whom thier intstrutor is thier own passion while on SYTYCD, most of them have professional training with addition of passion and drive, they have the upper hand in this comparison. nonetheless kudos for TDF. daphane khoo's in it. aaaaaaaaaaahhhhh- haha. not that i have anything against her but it's just you know. she's from SI then now she's on TDF... oh well.
i better be making that phone call soon.. or else i'll forget and risk myself another scolding.. yikes!
your graciousness leave me with no words i'm speechless as i stand before you it overwhelms my soul..
/Hopped!
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