/ Monday, January 29, 2007
woke up today feeling rather disorientated. i have no idea of my work schedule which makes me nervous.. got scolded yesterday because i was late. oh. and had to suffer under lee mei's explosive mood. i really forgot i had work. it was a last minute thing, and it just didn't register. well, i can only blame myself though. another thing. i'm having a test on wed!? geez. what's that about? haven't had tests or anything in a looooooong time. and i wonder how i'm going to adjust to poly life after being out of school for such a looooooooong time. but i'm excited about my pay.. wahahaha- worked much with long hours in jan. so i hope i'm able to fulfil my a&b sooner and focus on improving my other statures. oh, God provide! :)) anyhows. i'll be calling them up soon.
waking up today led to indescriable feelings too. how do you explain this? not much words. just feelings. somehow the ending of this is the beginning of another story. another sail on the waters. walking or drowning, it's going to be part of the journey. man. this is just indescriable. i need to divert my attention before i faint from irregular heartbeats. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
anyhoots. the 2nd sister came home the other night with loot that led me into envy. haha- it's part of the sacrificial faith commitment testing! which reminded me of my 1st BS giving. waseh- i don't know what to say of it too. but i do feel that some words that were spoken weren't of my own intending but the Guy Up There. which is really cool . i haven't really been expriencing that, for quite some time. hopefully i'd be able to stock up for poly life soon. :))) the 2nd sister also has stash on Prison Break!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 'cept that i still can't find it anywhere.
ok, so this entry is going to be long. :) The dance floor is alright. though not as good as SYTYCD (waseh- so long. hah!) but i go to say. comparingly, most dancers on TDF have no or little dancing background. as in most of em are underground dancers who just love to do what they do. they undergo their own training whom thier intstrutor is thier own passion while on SYTYCD, most of them have professional training with addition of passion and drive, they have the upper hand in this comparison. nonetheless kudos for TDF. daphane khoo's in it. aaaaaaaaaaahhhhh- haha. not that i have anything against her but it's just you know. she's from SI then now she's on TDF... oh well.
i better be making that phone call soon.. or else i'll forget and risk myself another scolding.. yikes!
your graciousness leave me with no words i'm speechless as i stand before you it overwhelms my soul..
/Hopped!
12:08 PM
/ Monday, January 22, 2007
hoots! it has been quite a while. many things have happened, though i don't remember much, just that a lot of adjustments. adjusting to GWC has been smooth, fun too. crazy weiling, chatty janice, 'handsome' qi yan.. and the list goes one..:) the first cg of the year was good i guess. you know how sometimes the standards you set for yourself don't qualify enough? (okay, where did that come from?) anyhoots, it was good for moi. had a Terrible morning though. mensuration period cramps are toally not a bore, they just give you more reasons why not to be a woman. anyhoots, Thank God He saved me, and strengthen me for cg, or i would have dieded. psheesh. anyway. i haven't been accountable lately. and i still dare to say it right? ah- the neighbour's musical taste is driving me nuts. so, i need to get going and be accountable. your turn NA(aaaaa)d--
can i now stand forever lost in your love?
/Hopped!
6:33 PM
/ Monday, January 08, 2007
well, it's confirmed, i'm transfered to GWC outlet. reluctant, but if it offers me more days then why not, yet it seems to appear so. "we'll call you again.." no, i don't want that.. i need the money!!! gosh. anyway, the outlet seems pretty deserted if you ask me, or at least at the time i was there, but compared to CP, it really is worse. not adding to their favour when the squares at GWC is MUCH more than CP. still, it's done. JUST CALL ME ASAP!!!!!!!!!! just give me all the night shifts lah. haiyah-
the chalet days have been great ((: staying up late waking up late. haa- not forgetting the tipsy moments. but nobody can stay at chalet forever. going to chalet feels like escaping the work world and going into 'paradise' for a moment. we were meant for work. i'm not going to update much on it, how do you expect me to squeeze 3 days and 2 nights in such a small space? (ok, so maybe i'm lazy, still, you don't get the update, haha:-) ) check out the link instead for the photos. they speak more words than words do right?
i thought i was on the journey upwards , but i was falling uphill. still, that's not the end. i may be crawling, i stumbled but at least i'm back. up.
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/Hopped!
11:13 PM
/ Monday, January 01, 2007
heeeello 2007 :)) it's lovely to see you, i spent the last moments of 2006 really well. the met up with the sister Ang Zane was fun...? haha- it's always nice when the three of us gather. we go a long way back don't we? anyway- here are the contents:
Ang Zane explaining the us the come about if his new spectacles..
Ang Zane absorbed in his own explainary film of his new visonary toy while kan... well she thinks she looks fabulous in this picture. u think? jeox! haaa..
Ang Zane asking further explaining more, while kan just is herself, giving that sarcastic look, totally spoiling the 'nice' look previously ya? kaa-- count on her to do that.
well, we had to take a family photo right? check out Ang Zane's spectacles, it's merging with his eyebrows..
and of course i had to do something riight? so i do (((:
and kan wanted to do something too.. i have no idea what.
and the very last moments of year 2006 was spent with my family. it was really cool, i needed some peace as compared to the previous years. we counted down with the television together with Johnathan!!! hahaha- he's so cute lah. and my mom was like saying " wah- that johnathan very calm and cool hor? all the emcees all screaming and excited then don't know how to continue, he still know how to help them..." well, it's johnathan riight!?! and his voice!!! my goosh!! melting... still! i got a dream. He told me something. ya? (((: i'd follow. Happy New Year people! oh yeah- i didn't bathe you know? hahaha- i waited till year 2007 to do that. hahaha- i just had to do something riight?
/Hopped!
2:02 PM