formulae: hop + e

/ Friday, December 29, 2006

the weather is friggin cold. singapore's winter they call it. it's the season for brollies and dryers to unleash their powers i'd say. i don't have any photos to offer of christmas. i don't want to end it like that. sudden fear it grips me. i don't want it to end this way. still a few more days to prove. i'm gonna let it grip me this once. oh and. i finally finish my christmas shopping. hah- i know. it's like the end of the year. sorry lah- i need a clearer view from Your window, i need a brighter torch to guide me, let me grip Your hand just a little tighter more, i'll admit that i'm scared. i don't want to waste anymore of Your time. this time. it's this time. i don't want to become like the others who wait around thinking. it's this time. Your revealations are all around me. i just have to do it. what is it that You have in store for me? am i not ready? what am i lacking that You want to see in me? i'll wait for You, you know it. dampening the situations huh? well, it's my virtual dumping grounf yo? i trust in Him lah, just sometimes it gets, you'll know. oh, i simply love kyo. i am such a banana. b-a-n-a-n-a-s (gwen stefani style)

/Hopped!
11:56 PM

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/ Monday, December 25, 2006

the lunch with huiying after xmas svc was dawning. i mean, i realised that i actually accomplished what a goal i had set in the beginning of year 2006. which is really cool. like the seed You've planted in me i sowed it out. like the water You gave me to grow, empower me to help them. to shower them so they grow, so their roots dig deeper into You, for You. on a lighter note. i'm finally going back to work after a week of hiatus. i'm worried about my pay yo. God.... my a&b... on the other hand. my results... my course... year 2007... my calling.. jeex!
merry christmas yall! and a great new year ahead ((:

/Hopped!
6:43 PM

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/ Wednesday, December 20, 2006

15th of december it was the departure of my mum off to genting, elder sis being away in penang, second sis staying over at friend's, dad going off to a wedding dinner, i was left alone for dinner. So my clever mind remind me of somebody and i grabbed her. ((: i took kan to my house to cook for me!! it was a time of fun. a piece of memory kept safe. anyway. i love spermarkets. my mum got to taste kan's culinary skills too before she went. (: it was a pleasent evening.

My plate of spagetti mixed with minced beef.

Kan's, it was taken at a weird angle so do not think she ate dinner side ways, haha-

Dinner's main dish: Cereal Prawns!!! lovely-- i'm drooling all over once again.. kan..../sheepish smile/

Didn't want to waste the egg whites(the york was together with the CP) so i asked kan to fry it anyway with the rest of the cereal that was stuck on the pan.. delicious outcome i'd say. (:

here's presenting you the chef for that night. haha-

and of course there would be me too, enjoying the food.((((:

well, i had to do something out of the way right? if i were to be me. haa-

well, she had to do something to, since i did something. i have no idea what objective she had in mind when she took this. at least mine was to tell you how i'm enjoying the food. but that? go figure. haha-

lastly, this. this led kan into an uproar of laughter. the kind that leaves a ringing inside your ear when the laugher stops. jeez. i wanted to show her how my fringe hair could stand, but what i got instead was that i had xiao long nu's hairstyle. weeeelll- what can i say. weird people, just leave them alone. haa- now where that came from, go figure. (((:

now i just had to leave you with that. don't ask. i just love this picture of myself. HAH!

/Hopped!
1:10 AM

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/ Thursday, December 14, 2006

Third day at CBTL was slackishty fun. Was stationed at the counter this time, didn't get to grow fat in the kitchen.. Working closing hours means i get to bring back the left overs for my family. though they sound bad but they still taste good for my family! (((: frankly though i seem to have fellow barista who... don't seem to be as polite/fun to me as the others. anyway- steven boss still is the same, today tomorrow, super Lame. fyi: i'm eating a tuna puff taken from CBTL. i know, look at the time- still. that's me (: oh yeah- got my name tag too- it says:

and i'll leave you with..

just in case you missed me (((((:

/Hopped!
12:12 AM

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/ Monday, December 04, 2006

did i mention i love sneezing? i have no idea why i do but i just do. hah- anyway. i'm sick. somehow i feel stronger now that i'm sick. first day at CBTL was fun. fellow baristas were friendly and helpful. yay! i am of knowledge in preparing certain drinks ok.. so latte is one shot the other is two shots.. the low fat milk.. the pulling of foam.. i love it (: though i am pretty worried about the pay-- hm. i'm praying that it will rise from the measly amount that i saw on the paper... and that is pretty much all.

i won't let it go down to waste i won't let it go. catching the fire keeping it in flames. i rebounce.

/Hopped!
9:47 PM

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/ Saturday, December 02, 2006

went for sat svc! yay! hah- after two weekends of sun svcs, i'm happy to be back in the company of my cell members. persisting on i know i will make the mark. believing You can't and won't be wrong. i just need to believe.
(okay i wanted to put a picture up but obviously it isn't here so that means i can't, something's wrong. i signed up blogger beta and they give me this kind of service? ahh-)

/Hopped!
10:09 PM

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