ooookaaay. One thing for sure, JT was fabulous. Chloe won the title of tissue queen-about time for me to pass the torch! wahaha. Nad played, i led, we sang, worshiped, prayed and just let the Holy Spirit move in us. I seriously pray that we all took something back from today's JT and contemplate how we want to spend the rest of our days, lives. We started at around 1245 after all Nad's breakfast and maggie-mee eating from Jm, Zane and Chloe and ended at 0215, whoa! man that is looong. 1hr and 45min. cool enough, however that's not the point, it the quality that counts every second. (: wonderful, the cats are going crazy. har-har. okay, my 1sis jsut made a fuss about how i couldn't spell disturb, spelt it disturd on some piece of paper. c'mon, sometimes you just forget how to spell certain words ya? she doesn't get the fact, that it does happen. */my eyes bore together with Nad's baring teeth/ haha. a-n-y-w-a-y, praying does help the Holy Spirit to move and dwell amongst us. Zane prayed for all of us, i prayed for Zane, the Holy Spirit did most of the work though. (: after JT, Nad and i hopped on and proceeded to Sakae, for the buffet. and we both found out later that we actually had thoughts on cancelling the trip, but...somehow didn't and it boiled down to the fact that we would not have any other days to have Sakae, judging from how much time school has already captured. i think we talked more than we ate, thanks to Nad's filling western breakfast, she made an extra share for my Da as well, so nice. haha, even i don't, */OOooops/ */grinz/ And a confirmed, ganrunteed, chop chop fact we have, is that Zane can talk to A N Y B O D Y, period. no fuss about it, i wonder. anyway, where was i? yesss, we talked from ben's song to school politics to whatever-can't remember, all i know that today was a well-spent day. fruitful-bottom line. Thank God that even though we skipped cross country He still blessed us with His presence. well well, so there's Jamming tomorrow, and i'm really glad that Jm is going to bible study! (: working on Ben's song, hopefully Ben comes lah, and we work out his cong for the audition. yeapadoda, so that's probably all for today. 2sis ain't coming back home tonight, staying over at her friend's... i have the room to myself for QT. wonderful. today was great!
You are my
God closer to me than the air that i breathe
everyday of my life i will
wait on you
/Hopped!
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/ Wednesday, March 29, 2006
alrighty, after many days of absenty i'm here now, cleaning it up. just a wee bit of updates here and there. reading a new and interesting book
Kil'n's People, it's a charm. totally immersed into it. (: fabulous stuff in there. somewhat different from what i
have been reading previously, detectives, murders and all. but of course i'll never go too far from detectives, murderers and all, just imagine detectives, murderers and all in the...futuristic sort and there you go.. (: */nudges Nad/ that book's overloading with vocabulary!! just going step by step for now. I'm moving for my art, and Nad just keeps jumping here there every cranny of nook. harh. Solitude. any ideas from out there? tomorrow's thursday!! looking forward to cell!!! (:
UNfortunately, school's remedial has to force us with
DOUBLE science on thursdays,
it-is-going-to-have-me-over-loading-with-fatigue!!!!!!! oh but so what? there you have it, i can't change anything. i'm just going to doze off during the remedials, not that i want to, but in the afternoons, it just gets soooo
s-t-u-f-f-y and every vocab that describes the hot weather. i wonder why we didn't get the air-cond room and N2 got them, getting quzzical about it. oh but whatever, lackadaisical to fight for whatever right we're entitled to, forget it ya
? anyway,
so there you go. audition is nearing, not forgetting the semestral assessment that's around the butt. man! the cats are meowing again. :/ anyway, so
there you go, the line up for now. what else have i not updated on? oh yessss.
SAKAE!!!! see you soon. tata night.
i call out Your name and here You are
/Hopped!
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/ Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Pearl Harbour, what a tragic story not fogetting what came after, Hiroshima, a catastrophe. i think i spelt that wrongly for spelling bee, funny how i can spell it now, when i'm not under pressure that is. however that's not my concern. it upsets me a WHOLE lot that i can't spend time with the Lord. Why can't my parents understand that i need my QT more than anything? it's so fustrating that the devil is getting his way into my weakness. But he's never gonna win. arigh. my dad's watching the recorded Pearl Harbour and it's distracting me lah.. so nice you know.. haha. anyway, having a feast tml, Nad's class. we'll see won't we? i'll be bringing rice too. (:
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alrighty! This year's Emerge is right on our backs. The band's gearing up for april 20th/21th audition. We'll be playing Ben's song, i wonder if that's the title already. Anyway, we're really serious about this, we really want to get into the finals, and can you handle that? performing in front of the WHOLE church at EXPO!!! ohmigoodness. can you handle thaaaaat! */hai-yat!/ a karate chop dude!. imagine the adrenaline. but of course, coming back onto the ground, we got to get through the auditions first. (: and that is.. woo-hoo already. wonder who the judges are.. ben's song. we got a whole lot to improve on. got to add in some more outstanding stuff to WOW the judges. yeay!!! WO~ HERE WE COME!!
we are glorious when we mirror you.
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hmmm. ok good. we're coming back, for good. coming back BIGGER, STRONGER, SMARTER, watch out devil! though i am quite disappointed at some things. but it's gonna change for the BETTER!!!! you have no hold against us devil. God's children have the last laugh.
WAHAHA.
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/ Wednesday, March 15, 2006
woo-hoo. i'm going swimming again today! at Nad's of course with a whole load of other people. :) weeeelll. everybody's got their own different ways of expressing their feelings yea? i'm not so vocal compared to other people. i find comfort expressing it literally. written words just seems more expressive. ya. i'm not transparent like Zane, who's got their feelings written ALL OVER their face. they just can't hide. ha. not really like Nad... i prefer to think my troubles through then i got to God, then i go to my friends. That's my sequence. But it appears that i am hiding my troubles and not telling. i don't do it on purpose. i just prefer to let God know my troubles first, then my friends first. because ultimately, God has the solution, not my friends. And of course when i go to God first, my problems are solving, solved, and i forget about it. but of course it appears once again that i'm hiding and not telling, which is not true. i just needed to clarify. anyway. i have not much right to ask you about, i don't know, what's bothering you, because i didn't really tell you, my stuff... and this is from my heart core, i don't care how long you take to do whatever, i'd still be here, whenever you wish to come back.
Holy Spirit move in us today.
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YAY!! went swimming at Nad's house with Chloe yesterday and i got toasted just a little. :) i need to work on my swimming tatics though, pumping up my lung capacity! Saterday was great. Jm and Ben went down for alter call and it's a great way to start over again. i seriously hope that they really consider thier ways now and recommit back into the calling they have from God.
I LOVE MY GOD!! HE REIGNS!! Only he can fill up the void inside of me. Now, Nad's pretty pissed, b'cuz zane and i not going to the movie on tuesday, ben just might, though i'm not really.. whatever. Munich is the movie. To clear things up, i
DID NOT agree almost instantaneously. */hurmph/ anyway, bottom-line i'm not going now. I agreed because of content and now i'm disagreeing because of the content. i don't want to encourage discussion of religion topic for Rizuan and christians. that's reason 1. No.2 : Nad's teasing is really getting on my nerves, it's going up to the pissing level but not just yet. i just hope you'd stop. :/ anyway, where was i? vacation starts.. OH!!! jamming stinked la!!! */hurmppph/ so upsetting. because that 1/4 didn't come. jeez. nonetheless, whatever. Vacation's here and it's going to be.... i don't know. we'll see won't we?
Sing with the angels, Glory to God, let every heart sing, Glory to God in the Highest.
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well well, CA reports were out and i failed my chinese*/as usual/ and my comb science
*/ARIIIIGH!!!/ jeez. but i guess i pretty much expected it. the rest were also border lined 'cept for art!*/smiles/, got 74.4 and i wonder about the quiddity, how it was calculated. because most of my art assignment got 70+, why in the world didn't i get A1 for my art? */
dumbs-out/
everything's preeety much settled on cell day.
:))) Thank God, i don't think i could survive another of ignorance. heh. highlight for today was JT!!!! weeeee!*/zane style/ i played!! i wanted to really try, since i wanted to become cell guitarist, that's my goal although not ultimate. :))) got pretty fair remarks, though
all credit goes to GOD!!! and benjamin ong kai chuan. haha. if he wasn't there to help i don't think it'll be okay. haha. :)) thank you! anyway, after that we talked, but i had maths remedial, last i heard, all was pretty much well. soooooooo. ya.
Vaaaacccaaaatiioonssss HEEEEEERRREEEEE!!!! */WAHAHAHAHA/ though that just gives a whole lot of reasons to study even harder!! going back to school everyday to study, school has a condusice environment nothing like home, a whole load of distractions. heh. i am like that. :)
THERE IS JAMMING TOMORROW!!!!!!!! */WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA/ more reasons to be happy!!! heard from jm, people are coming though not sure who. but that's not the point. bottom line is
THERE IS JAMMING TOMORROW!!!!!!! i have waited so long for it.. pray that it'll be good. it'll be fine okay? trust yourself that you'll be fine. :)))
1130 i'll be there!!!! ahhhh. dinner time now, stomache's grumbling already. :)))
s'long to the night.Lovely, are your dwelling places, thirsty i come after you
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trusting. / Tuesday, March 07, 2006
actually my life moves on. can't say that i wasn't affected though. we're strangers now. i just
wonder how isolation
helps. i didn't know how to react, how i was suppose to feel. but after the truth sank in, questions and emotions started to take it's toil. but what could i do? it is actually very stupid of you to think that way. disappearing? stupid stupid. i just pray to
the guy up there to keep you safe. i know he knows what he's doing, and i trust him. time? i can't believe you just did what you did. uurrrghhh. why do people around always have to disappear at one point of time in my life?!!!???!! duuuuddde. we'll just have to see what
you/you have summed up. i feel SO ignored.
when oceans rise and thunders roar i will soar with you above the storm, Father you are king over the flood i will be still and know you are God.
/Hopped!
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